This is how I imagine myself in coming years -Juggling between different priorities in life and trying to keep the famous smile going. How will I be able to dedicate time and energy for myself, my hobbies and interests?
When I picked-up G from air-port yesterday, it reminded me of day I arrived in US. All dressed up in suit, overjoyed about being in US and talking with excitement about offshore. Then I thought about trip back from vacation. Dressed like a junkie and hoping for a blunder at immigration which will send me back. 1 year changed me completely.
Why do I have to always make a choice between two groups I like to hang out with but they don't want to hang out with each other. Over the years, I have made some choice and wasted enormous amount of time thinking over it. It happened in family, with friends and at work. How different my world would be if I had powers to make peace between them and be together.
Can't help mentioning this dialogue from Spider man. Green Goblin: Spider Man. This is why only fools are heroes… because you never know when some lunatic will come along with a sadistic choice. Let die the woman you love... or suffer the little children. Make your choice, Spider Man, and see how a hero is rewarded.
Calvin: Here I am! Waiting for the bus. Eleven more years of school to go. Then college, then maybe graduate school, and then I work until I die. What kind of world is this? you only get 5 years to be a kid. What about exploring and discovering and playing? Those things are important too! Hobbes: Well... you still have afternoons and weekends. Calvin: That's when I watch TV.
Hobbes: Yes, you can certainly see far from up here.
Calvin: I call it "lookout" hill because that's what you yell whenever we go down it. You know sometimes it seems things go by too quickly. We are so busy watching out for just what is ahead of us that we don't take the time to enjoy where we are. Days go by and we hardly notice them. Life becomes a blur. Often it takes a calamity to make us live in the present. Then suddenly we wake up and see all the mistakes we have made. But it's too late to change anything. It's like....It's like.....
Hobbes: It's like what?
Calvin: It's like Something...I just can't think of it.